Fishing the Sloe-Black River

Начало книги

I have come to think of our lives as the colors of that place — hers a piece of bog cotton, mine as black as the water found when men slash too deep in the soil with a shovel.

I remember when I was fifteen, cycling across those bogs in the early evenings, on my way to the dancehall in my clean, yellow socks. My sister stayed at home. I tried to avoid puddles, but there would always be a splash or two on the hem of my dress. The boys at the dancehall wore blue anoraks and watched me when I danced. Outside they leaned against my bike and smoked shared cigarettes in the night. I gave myself. One of them once left an Easter lily in the basket. Later it was men in granite-gray suits who would lean into me, heads cocked sideways like hawks, eyes closed. Sometimes I would hold my hands out beyond their shoulders and shape or carve something out of my fingers, something with eyes and a face, someone very little, within my hand, whose job it was to try to understand. Between a statue of Our Lady and a Celtic cross commemorating the dead of Ireland, my hand made out the shape of a question mark as a farm boy furrowed his way inside me.

Читать дальше →