Guys Like Me

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HIS EYES WERE BLUE, FROM WHERE I WAS. HE LOOKED tired. He looked as if he’d been waiting there for a long time, although that was impossible. Neither of us could have known in advance which way we’d be going that day. I’m a mature man, I’m fifty-four, but in some respects I’ll never be mature enough. For example, the way I sometimes get scared when I meet someone. Mostly you just run into people, and it doesn’t lead to anything. Actually, our lives are full of things that lead to other things, and it’s hard to believe that in this case it hadn’t led to anything in all those years. But he looked familiar, from where I was. From where I was, it might still have been possible, somehow, to turn around and walk away, even though obviously I would never have turned around and walked away of my own accord. But a car might have started, in which case I’d have had to get out of the way, or I might have looked the other way and not seen his reflection in a shop window. I’d have reacted by saying to myself what does that guy want with me? And I’d probably have ignored him, I’d probably have forgotten him. His face looked drawn, but his hair wasn’t gray. I’ve almost lost my hair. Sometimes I run my hand through it, and there’s nothing there. My ex-wife used to laugh when I did that, and I don’t think I took it well. I don’t like taking a wrong turn, but it’d be right to say that when we met again we’d both taken a wrong turn. Maybe our lives, too: lots of wrong turns placed end to end, you can never reconstruct the whole journey.

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