The New Womans Broken Heart

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was, pale, dull, and well behaved under every circumstance, appalled me. I skipped all the parts she was in.

Marjorie, the thrill of eating bacon for the 1st time, of course I had

eaten bacon all my life. I just hadnt ever before known how

dangerous it really was. Noel Airman. An Actor, soon he would be

balding, thats how old and evil he was. danger, sex. I could feel his

creepy decadence. I looked for it everywhere. I couldnt find it in the

grammar school I went to. he would corrupt her. he would corrupt

me. somewhere in the world there was a Noel Airman waiting to do

some dirty thing to me—IT they called it—that would degrade me. I

would never be able to be with decent people again. I might even go

to Hell. I would be an artist. I would be able to feel. I would know

everything. I ignored the 2nd part of the book where she married

that jerk, none of that for me. keeping kosher indeed.

also that same year. A. F. fell in love with me. he gave me a wooden