Janie

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I am seventeen now and I can't remember when I haven't been spanked or punished in some way. It goes back as far as I can remember.

This is not a problem for me. My problem is trying to convince the police and juvenile authorities that I am not mad at my parents or our church for receiving punishments that I deserved and were good for me. It seems the more I try to convince them the more they think I need to go to a nut house and the more they want to throw everyone I know and love into jail.

As I say it started a long time ago as I was spanked for something I did or for some special occasion such as birthdays, religious holidays, and sometimes just because I asked for them.

It did not seem strange for me to be naked for the punishments as my mother and all the other girls or women were naked for their punishments as well.

When I asked my mother why my brothers or other boys and men were not spanked she explained that men fed, clothed, protected and guided us through life. Therefore they could do no wrong and did not need punishment. Also, if they were punished we would lose our respect for them as that would make them fallible.

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